

The End...I have found that my every success in life will by no means be adequate, not having the courage to apply to the top school in my chosen profession, not having great employment in a vast and escalating company and being not the least bit dreadful at it, not having made friends that like me not for the shell of my person but for the character and vigour of my individual, not for having a unlimited array of events, not for truly feeling like I have I should be victorious. I have created a life beyond that of the world I was given, the world I knew. Left home strongly and bravely and I have made it. But my resolve is spent;I cannot feel the happiThe End...


The PromiseWill you promise me that if we truly do have to part that you will come to me once a year, every year not as strangers but as we are, each others until we are finally and truly together in this lifetime or the next. Promise me this and I will not ask you for anything more. I cannot and will not fill my heart with anyone else. I know I belong to you. Please make this promise for me. Please let me love you.The Promise
We are and will eternally be each others. I make this promise and vow to you now and forever.
I love you
I love you xo


I feel empty and misplacedEverything that I used to enjoy just doesnt make sense anymore. Friends have no meaning. They are just cobwebs laying over dull memories; remembrances of a past life.I feel empty and misplaced
Families have dissolved in front of my eyes, people still clinging to forlorn hope. The stench of false persona is ever fresh while the comfort of home wafts ever further away. The thought of happiness is but a meaningless dull echo and there is not time to say sorry.
I feel like I have lost my passion. Simply set it down with my favourite trinkets and cannot find it again. And with each passing hour the search weakens until one day all will be


Asleep, my darling, I am simplYour sweet breath washes over my face. We seem to fit together perfectly, comfortable in love in slumber, protecting me from the world in slumber.Asleep, my darling, I am simpl
The cool morning awakens me. The cruel morning reminds me you are no longer mine. Forlorn hope compels me to surround my mind in sleep, fall asleep again so I may be with you, just another lifetime or two. Let me find peace in my dreams but it is too late. Thoughts begin to fill my head as I struggle to remember your breath. My heart is drowning with this undeniable sorrow, swallowing down the hope, tearing apart your soothing voice, replacing everything with fear. I just want to sleep
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These are just words. They are made of letters. They have nothing to do with what I am saying . . .
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I know how the devil sleeps at night
He lights the fire behind my eyes
And he lets it there and I let it lie
I know how the devil sleeps at night
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Adventure is just one mistake away
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"I like to remember things my own way. How I remembered them, not necessarily the way they happened..."
Suzy
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Yesterday is gone, tomorrow may never come. All we have is this oppurtunity now.
He who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man ~ Dr. Johnson
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